Our journey with three girls: Cherish these moments

I am told everyday to cherish these moments with Bailey. Let me tell you, I am cherishing every minute with her since I know she will grow so fast, but also because I have to go back to work in 5 days. I look at her all day and think "what am I going to do when I don't get to spend all day with you? I am going to miss you!". Bailey is growing up so fast these days and I don't want to miss her smiles and coos while I am at work. I only have to get through 4 weeks until we have another break for a month.

Yesterday we went to dinner in Tahoe with my brother Danny's mother and father in-law. It was Bailey's first time up there so of course we got some pictures! I can't wait until she is big enough to play in the water and really enjoy it. I must also add that Wes was very proud of his outfit choice for our outing.

This week has been hard on me in terms of breastfeeding. I am beginning to dread every feeding and get frustrated when I do feed her. I am in the middle of trying to decide whether to just suck it up or primarily pump and just feed her out of a bottle. I feel like a quitter if I do end up just pumping, so it has been kind of hard on me. So for now, I am just doing both and seeing how it goes.

Bailey goes for her 2 month check up and shots on Wednesday. I am so sad I can't go but she needs to get in before she starts daycare on Friday. I will make sure I give Wes a list of questions and have him tell me every detail. How am I going to focus on teaching when I will have my baby on my mind all day?? Not looking forward to Wednesday.

My computer is going to the computer doctor so I don't know when I will post next, hopefully I get it back soon. I will leave this post with some pictures from this week...Bailey Victoria at 7 weeks.